i guess i really should have known since the beginning i never have a shot with a girl that is funny, hot and really kind..i'm scared to face the truth but not anymore..its time for me to take control..and so, i'm telling the truth..when i was doing my part for the country by joining the National service, i met a girl..she was a sister of my best buddies in plkn..how i met her? well, i was staying at my fren's house and i met her there..during that time, i fell for her..greatly..she is my first love..i did try to denied it at first since she was my fren's sister, but i just can't..then, we started to become more than frens..we become a scandal..after that, i went back to my camp and our relationship continue..whenever i got my fone back, i'll text her every minute..then, i have went back to my home which is in KL(means the end of NS) and she promised me to see me at the airport..but she couldn't..there is no transport..i was really sad but what to do, she does have a very reasonable reason..even after i went back to kl, we stayed contacted..somehow, its not like when i'm in NS..she only text me for a few time then no text at all..i know she's focused to exam, so i didn't really mind..then, i entered uitm and then, i saw her pic with a guy..that really makes me jealous..i don't know why..then, i break off my relationship with her..after all, we are just scandal..i don't really have the power to control her..so, i decided to let go of her..its better to go separate ways..she has her life and i have my own life..but it really takes to the core of my heart to even say the cruel words..although, she just took it like a normal thing..well, i guess i'm just not important in her life, that i'm just an escape..don't really care though, i put my feelings for her behind already..everything is in the past..i just have to move forward..this is me facing with the truth..this is the only way i could move on..i guess this will just be one of my memories..

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