today was the 1st time i woke up so early in the morning(6a.m) ever since the semester break started..so why am i awake at this hour? well,1st reason is to PRAY to ALLAH SWT ;) and the 2nd is to drive my car to shah alam so that my mum can buy groceries stuff at the morning market.. ;)

by the way, the one i want to express here is not the above..when i woke up this morning, i realize, life is actually worth more when morning started with a kick..i mean, u'll see a whole new level of satisfaction..its like the morning speaks to me..i slowly starting to accept the facts that maybe,maybe i was wrong..after all this year, after every little mistake i did, i thought i was already ready for the life i dream off..but sadly, no..i'm NOT ready..i'm just a dude that had forsaken the implementation and teachings that used to be in my dictionary..i'm really sorry for that, it was a mistake..

its like the path that I've choose has been led astray by me..how far did i go? way far..i know now what i must do, i must set it right back to the way it used to be..i don't know if i can pull it off, but if i don't try, i'll regret it for the rest of my life..this is not something that i can do without a single hand determination..

that determination is this :
i will not give up, i will try my very best and i will succeed, insyaallah! ;)
yesterday i was a fool, today i am a better man,but tomorrow i will be the best! ;)

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