today, i was deeply hurt by someone i care so much(both past and present)..when we clashed, she avoid me..it was so painful..being ignored as if i don't exist to her anymore..*sighed =(

its been more than one month and i still miss her..pathetic huh? i know and i'm sorry for being that way..i still like her but i don't know how to face her,so i ignore her like the way she did just now..i guess its my fault since i started it..but seriously, i just can't face her..its too painful....I STILL LIKE HER..

but i have to face reality, both of us is just not right for each other..she has her own world and i have mine..all i can do is pray that she find happiness even without me..amin..

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