today i review me..get it? haha..anyways, every month, i'll review about myself to remind me who i am and what i can do to change to be a better person..i'm not saying i'm a bad person, its just sometimes i can be a bit miscellaneous..maybe a little too much,hahaha..but i ain't the bad guy okay? =)

so,here's what i can conclude:
a.i'm not who i used to be
-before, i used to be this guy who only thinking about myself..after my ns, i started to care and believing others before me..
b.doubting to be loved
-i always think love used to be great..now that i'm in a relationship, i doubted love..because i'm scared i'll get hurt..
c.egoistic
-before, i always brag about how great i am..then, i realize that my ego is so high, that i believe losing is not something to be accepted..then, after learning the hard way, my ego is just an ego..i decide to drop that ego..i still have that ego, just not as much as it used to be during its mighty glory..
d.boring
-the truth is, i'm a boring person..i feel that every thing is so boring..so i try to be a weird person..so that i won't be bored..but in the end, i still am..its sad that people call me weird but i guess, thats better than boring..=)


so thats about it! the conclusion i came out with, i'm not exactly the best person to be frens with..so dun be if u ever want a good bff..because i know, i'm not! =)

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