i got it..the solution that can help fix my prob..i always think that i should be more gentle and kind and whatever ever since i'm in a relationship with zqah..but i was wrong..i'm changing into someone i'm not..not only it pressured me but also zqah..i know that now and i'm sorry..i shouldn't change at all..i think so low of me that i'm scared that i'm not good enough for zqah..i'm going to revert back to my old self..its better for me and anyone else especially her..all that is new is that i like zqah and i'm trying my best in maintaining this relationship..i'm not perfect but i'll try my best..=)

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