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★ sadness born out of misery..
Wednesday, August 11, 2010 | Leave a comment ? (0)

being misery was never sad but sometimes, it can brings sadness..not everyone know the meaning behind the word 'misery', so they just assume that misery is only pain..but let me tell u what is the real meaning behind the word 'misery'..

misery can be concluded as pain, it can be concluded as hate, it can be concluded as anger, it can be concluded in so many ways that even us human can't even imagine..so i wonder, is it real? does misery truly exist? some says that misery can only be felt when a person who is at a top of a hierchy and falls down to a really really low level..why is that? because in life, nobody ever stays at the top..it is already in the law created by god..i mean, think about this, do u really believe a person can stay succesful? i don't think so..therefore, misery was created out of this situation..but to me, i don't really think that's the situation..

think about it, even the happiest man/woman will eventually feel misery..that is proven when i myself was at my climax of happiness and suddenly feel misery..how is that? that is because once the feeling happiness run out, BANG!! misery follows..don't get it? for example, i felt happiness when i was with hazie and then, we separated..each walking down a different path..my heart feels like it was going to explode..why? because she is my 1st love and at that time, i felt misery..it fills my heart like water filling a cup..but i couldn't help it..i have to let her go..and then, i realise..she was not the girl for me..therefore,definition of misery becomes clearer..

example 2, i always walk alone, i eat alone, i spend time alone..misery was created out of this situation..how? well, humans need each other..thats why god create couple..not single..yet, we disobeyed by stay single..sometimes, we seek the happiness of being a couple yet we have to feel the misery of being a single..it sucks but thats life..

so what is misery? its the number of pain that helps contribute to mankind to be a better..evolution can only takes place when the feeling of misery is felt..that is what i think about misery..therefore, sadness was born..so, whenever i feel sadness, it comes from misery and misery comes from my own heart..this is my emotion..i tried to be happy but i just can't..the world is full of lust and creative setback and so i was effected..but hey, who doesn't? i mean, everyone feels misery, sadness, hate..they just pretend that they didn't feel it..and i hope they really felt it because nobody can fool their emotion,not even me!


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