hi guys, its the first day of APRIL 2013. getting excited? dope! :)

Sorry again for not being able to post, i guess my hands had just been too lazy too blog nowadays. Nevertheless, i shall start repost as my days as a student shall end in a 11 days. Its been one hell of a year starting from 2012. A lot had happen, many things have changed, several people had been damaged. i guess things in life just work in a mysterious ways.

The past remains the past, the present stays present, the future awaits us. that's all that matters. i won't be posting about the past, i'll focus more on the present and future. So currently, I've been swamped with final examinations. its my LAST semester of diploma. not a BIG deal right? hahaha. Here's the issue, i want to finish my diploma as soon as possible but i don't want to continue to degree directly. why did i say that? well, i kinda feel tired of waking up everyday aiming to go to class everyday and then studying for examination. that part of life i had been doing since primary school. what i want is a NEW adventure that i could learn, explore and understand more on life. this is the real deal! but i feel like i'm learning schematic deal lately. there's just lack of passion in my heart.

Which is why i applied for the Overseas Universities. i kinda feel like staying in one place just makes my heart lose more and more passion. the way of thinking is too limited, then the peoples i met were kinda lame. All they wanted to do was hang around, having fun without thinking the consequences, not thinking about the futures. i don't want that! i want to travel the world, learn new experiences, moving on with my life. and someday, i will want to marry my girlfriend Farah Dianah. i mean, i just don't want to be the person who lived all my life in the same country. i want the experiences. and i will do my very best to get it. if not Degree, then Master. After i marry Farah, insyaallah, amin! :)

today marks the day where i shall begin to be productive and active. i won't taking my old behaviour during diploma to bring forward to the future, because i think my life is the highest boredom of all life. It won't get any better than this. Bye ;)